Originnaly from www.passionforcinema.com
confessions of a filmmaker

Why does a filmmaker make a movie?…..to tell a story…to tell something he passionately believes in…to connect to the world with his story..to tell the world what he feels…..are there any boundaries?…..think twice before answering this…..well apparently there are some pseudo-watchmen existing in the Telugu film industry who are hell bent of tearing apart Anish for his latest creation Naa Video Diary’- Confessions of the film maker…there are watch dogs who are eagerly waiting for their new dog-food i.e Anish kuruvilla….

It pains me no bounds to hear that the movie might never be released….it pains to hear that the esteemed Telugu film industry is so sissy that they cannot face a mirror….it pains to see that the Telugu film industry is hell bent on not changing…..here is one man who had the balls to make the movie he made and every masked person from the industry, from the press from the production houses is trying to threaten him…threaten him of his survival..threaten him of his existence in the film industry..threatening him to make sure that none of his or his friend’s ( Sekhar Kamulla’s) movie see the light of the screens…..LONG LIVE DEMOCRACY

I had been reading quite a few reviews on the private screening that Anish did for his movie….and what do i find…..every one says the movie is bold…but, none is there to give a pat on his back and say…..” Thank you Anish….you said what we always talk about in the living room…but never had the balls to come out in open and state it…thank you for taking our cause…thank you…”….instead it is so baffling to see that..most of them are so sadhu-santh’s that they couldn’t hear the mother fucking ” F” word…..these self-confessed protectors of morals are not living in the world i am living……one reviewer is such a virgin that he/she thinks that ” piss” is profanity…..wow…hats off to you…

The producers, the directors, the press…who should be backing Anish for his vision and his story..instead are taking the safe route of saying ” bold movie…but….why did you do this…you are doomed”…..Gunam Gangaraju the producer of Ayithe and Anukokunda Okka Roju goes to extent of saying Anish to never show his face to him…..why Gunam..why? Just because Anish had a point to tell to which you do not agree to? Its all fair to not like a persons movie…but to “Bobbitt” him because you might get in trouble for being his associate is the definition of impotency in my dictionary….RALLY around Anish, Gunam….stand up and applaud Anish…here is one movie-maker who said what he had to without being hypocritical……then there are others who have pledged that Anish’s next produced movie directed by Sekhar kamulla would never see the light…infact he says..he will fucking make sure it will not be released……….Hats off Anish….for showing what most might not even know….and nah..i am not talking about what you have in the movie…most of us haven’t even watched it….but the reactions that you are getting sums up the sorry state of Telugu Industry in which are pouring millions into….please find me a profane synonym for Hypocrisy…..

The Press

Please help me emote here..the choices are

A. Laughter

B. Anger

C. Sorrow

D. Puke

Why? take this for instance…

www.greatandhra.com states ” He hasn’t spared any hero in this 95 minute film”

OM: Hitler Anish…..please spare them…..ooops..i thought you had a story to tell about the Telugu Film industry and “hero’s” are a part of it…..

GA goes on to state about this journalist…..”A young female journalist asked, “Aneesh! It would had been better had you cut down the dialogues with words like gudda and sallu”. (Yes! The journalist too asked boldly literally uttering the words loudly)”

OM: For non telugu speaking readers…Gudda = Ass, Sallu = Breast…..What have you done Anish…..why did you have to say these words…you could have actually taken a close angle shots of the ass and the boobs of a plump actress….you know..its ok to do that..but ayyila…shame shame pappi shame…you used those words? chi chi chi…how am i gonna watch with my mummy and pappa who have no objections for other double-meaning words for the same anatomy?

From Total Tollywood:

“And though the film runs a disclaimer that it is strictly for people older than 18, the language used in the film is still unacceptable. ( total tollywood)”

OM: What have you done Anish…did you not know that you have to ask the person from Total Tollywood on the acceptance of certain language….he/she for once is sitting up there making decisions for me you and our neighbor…..or maybe we can pardon the person..he/she probably had never heard the language used….please provide the meaning of the words from next time..ok?

From www.telugucinema.com

“Anish points seem justifiable but they are contradictory in nature and perceived in myopic view and at times look perverted (pointing middle finger, using F word). ( telugu cinema.com)”

OM: Voila….Eureka….this person has given a new meaning to “perverted”…..i am so fucking naive that i fucking had no clue as to what the showing of the fucking middle finger meant…i grew up fucking thinking that showing the fucking middle finger always meant ” Fuck you”….TeluguCinema.com…I might be be wrong…correct me…ohh and please listen to rajnish’s audio for the meaning of fuck…..

Navya Vaitla from telugucinema says ” People don’t come to have orgasm, man. Naval gazing is not sin as you made out to be. In Hollywood and matured World Cinema, they go further and show heroines naked”

OM: errrr..i had always gone to the cinema halls to jerk off…..to have visual masturbation and orgasm….Navya…seriously help me in reacting to your comment…..right now i am ROFLMAO…..

I really pity the Telugu industry…pity because its gonna get rusted in the shed it is in right now…… It is such ironical, the scene which comes to my mind about the sorry state of this is from recent Gunam Gangaraju Produced Anukokunda okka Roju….where the character hides his face when his chaser finds him……Everyone knows what Anish talks about in his movie is true..but…i guess its better to act like a cat…close your eyes when the master catches you stealthily drinking milk….

Anish sums up his side of story aptly

“my one question/answer to that is….is everything our stars have done so far been politically correct?….if yes…then my film doesn’t have a case….if no…then my film does….what do you say? ”

Hell right Anish…we are with you…..Good luck….keep doing what you are doing…do not give up….